tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25370176131835897112024-03-08T06:23:44.806-08:00French Violetfrench violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.comBlogger170125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-85837604291826499352016-05-19T22:41:00.001-07:002016-05-19T22:41:48.675-07:00People Leave Imprints on Our Lives<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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As the years go by there are things you begin to realize about
life. As you grow up and grow older, as you mature and evolve, as you
grow and enrich your life experiences, as you open your mind, your
heart, and broaden your perspectives you start to acknowledge that
the world is not always the beautiful wonderland you wish it to be,
nor is it as idyllic, or as welcoming as you once thought it was. In
fact, you come to find out that everything you thought about life is
a bit more complicated than you want to believe.<br />
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Human relationships are the most complicated of all relationships.
We fight wars with each other. We love each other, we hate each
other, we tolerate each other. Sometimes we connect, and sometimes we
conflict. Certain personality types have a way of clashing with
different personality types. There are also those personality types
that just get you, and you end up drawn to those types of people. I
have found that as I've grown older – in both years and knowledge –
that I've become more selective in who I share my time with. I'm
selective about the people I keep around me. I'm selective as to how
much I share with individuals. I know who I can trust with private
information, who is worth my time and effort, and who isn't. There
are moments when I grow tired of pretending to be nice all the time,
because I am not nice every moment of every day. I have my moods and
it's not all sunshine and rainbows with me. There are days when I
want some time to unravel myself, without the fear of people judging,
misunderstanding, or criticizing me.<br />
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As your time on this beautiful, chaotic, crazy planet expands, you
will bear witness to how peculiar human beings can be. How we can so
easily speak a thousand words and make grand plans for ourselves that
just as easily evaporate and disappear in a matter of moments. You
start to wonder how you can meet a complete stranger and become
instant friends with that person at the snap of a finger, but just as
quickly you can become mere shadows of acquaintances to those who
were, at one point, of the utmost importance to you. Friendships
develop and disintegrate in far too much abundance over the course of
a person’s lifetime. When that happens, you gain an understanding
as to who it is you truly want in your life. It is those people you
seek out when you’re having a good time so that you can share in
those happy moments with them, and they are also the same friends you
search for when you want someone's company, the friends you confide
in at your lowest moments. Those people are the ones who understand
you without you speaking a single word. With a simple look in your
eyes, a nod, and a hug, they just know what it is you need at that
moment. Sometimes that is all you really need. Someone to show you
unconditional love and support. To remind you that it's okay to be
who you are.<br />
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french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-35631356151357968452016-05-15T23:20:00.000-07:002016-05-15T23:20:09.666-07:00The Voice of Beauty Speaks Softly; it Creeps Only into the Most Fully Awakened Souls<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Your voice is powerful. Whether your voice is heard through sound or through the written word, your voice holds power. It has the power to persuade. It has the power to wound and intimidate. It has the power to calm and bring peace. Our voice allows us to speak of the things we know. To share our knowledge. To share our passions. To communicate ourselves to other people.<br /><br />You can use your voice in positive ways. You can use it to help build up a person's character. You can help boost a person's confidence. You can use it to save a life. You can use it to spread inspiring messages of joy and love. Or you can use it in a negative way. You can use it to destroy someone's reputation. You can lie, spread rumors, divulge gossip. You can be hateful, say cruel and mean things, and damage a person's self-esteem. The way you use your voice is insight into your character. It gives others an idea of the personality type they are dealing with. This just shows how complex and unique a voice can be.<br />
<br />The way we speak often gives a naked or incredibly candid idea of what a person is feeling. There are visual clues. There is body language: the use of hands, stance, the glare of the eyes, a genuine smile that gives away what a person is feeling. There are physical clues such as when the voice quivers with fear or wavers with sadness. When it pitches with enthusiasm or goes monotone with depression. People can sometimes detect our moods through the tone of our voice after hearing nothing but a simple hello over the phone. <br /><br />Our moods can often be picked up in our writing as well, but it's easier to hide how we're feeling when we are using written words. We can think about the words we type out, and we can adjust them to suit what we wish to convey, and give a sense of what we are feeling.<br />
<br />I know that there are those people out there who reject the notion that their voice holds any sort of importance, that they are just one in a sea of many, that regardless of how much they speak up it will never have the power to make a difference. Everyone's voice matters, and everyone has the right to be heard.<br /><br />The way you use your voice can have a profound effect on someone’s life, so I advise you to use your words and voice wisely while conversing with others.french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-59464821606677408522016-05-12T23:00:00.000-07:002016-05-12T23:00:35.962-07:00A Star Falls From the Sky and Into Your Hands<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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We are all aware of
how unpredictable life truly is. There are always going to be high
points and low points. Everyone will experience some form of
heartbreak. We will all have our failures that weigh us down, but we
will also have our victories, and a whole lot of in between moments.
Though there are those days that can be a real struggle, where we
find it challenging to accomplish anything, it's still incredibly
important to do something every single day that motivates you, and
moves you closer to your goals. Here are some of the ways I beat back
negativity.
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My morning ritual
starts with a run. Exercise has been shown to boost mood, and that's
great when you can't shake away the bad. Exercise clears thoughts by
focusing your energy to the task that's laid out in front of you.
When you are focused on proper form, or the music playing in your
ears, it erases from your brain the other stuff taking up residence
in your mind.
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Once I make it home,
and after eating a wholesome breakfast, I turn on the computer and
check my social media feeds for positive quotes and affirmations as
well as job boards. As a writer, those job boards show me the
companies, magazines, and individuals who are looking to hire
writers. That in itself is positive motivation.
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Start off with the
hard stuff. My day is about writing, programing, and marketing. While
putting images up across social media requires very little effort,
programming and window shopping requires immense attention to detail.
I spend a few hours, daily, searching out new products to promote,
but because I am picky about the images I post, an entire day can be
wasted just on window shopping. Window shopping forces me to be more
aware of how I am managing my time. Window shopping doesn't pay me,
but it is a required part of the task that does pay me. It may sound
glamorous to shop all day, but I can assure you it actually is quite
tedious. Programming an advertisers tag for that product in exchange
for money makes it more palatable. Getting that image up for others
to see is essential for getting paid.
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By beginning my day
doing the things I am most anxious about, I end up feeling more
accomplished and empowered as the day goes on. When it comes to the
articles I am paid to write, the research can bog down my brain.
Information overload, and not every bit of information I read is
positive. Writing it down in article form helps me clear my mind of
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When I just can't
shake negative thoughts, I meditate. It's easy to get lost in a busy
routine where there is no time to actually catch my breath. This is
not healthy for my body or my mind, and honestly it takes the
joy out of everything I am doing. When I feel I am too wound
up, I stop, pause for a minute, and take ten deep cleansing breaths.
I allow my mind to clean itself of the clutter.
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I give thanks for the
good things I have in my life right now. I try hard to focus my attention on the now, and force myself not to think too far into the future. </div>
french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-17534923978532563402016-05-08T21:37:00.000-07:002016-05-08T21:37:05.724-07:00The Decision is Mine, and I Choose?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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There is no such
thing as quick money. People who buy into the claims are going to
find themselves in for a rude awakening. Get rich quick schemes are
designed to benefit the scammer not the person being scammed.</div>
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Most people
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There are ways to
make money outside of traditional work, but they do require the same
investment of time as you would expect working in corporate America,
if not more, at least initially. On-line work has benefits. It also
has drawbacks. You are your own boss, but you have to motivate
yourself to work. You are your own success or you are your own
failure.
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There are plenty of
scams on-line, that is absolutely true, but there are also legitimate
opportunities out there as well. You just need to learn how to look
for them. Any program that offers to tell you the secrets of success
if you pay x amount of dollars is not necessarily a scam, but I'm not
sure it's absolutely necessary to pay any amount of money to find out
on-line success secrets when there are plenty of other resources
on-line that will give you this information for free.
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Earning an income
on-line is not easy, maybe it was during the initial stages of the
Internet when content wasn't readily available, but now you have
fierce competition with those who are also looking to score bigger
incomes in hopes of leaving their nine to five jobs behind. Content
is everywhere.
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What it takes is
drive and motivation. You have to be constant in your work habits.
You have to deliver new, daily content. You have to provide value
with that content. You have to be persistent. Those who are
successful are those who work every day towards their goals.
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french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-63671984109984861332016-05-05T22:31:00.000-07:002016-05-05T23:03:46.434-07:00Curl Up With Your Rawness<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Who can resist the wonderful rhythm of a well played guitar?
Personally, I surrender to the music. It brings forth peace.<br />
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Its message is subtle and evokes powerful feelings. The music
doesn’t bother my ears , regardless of how loud I've turned up
the volume. There have been days I have tried to drown out the sound
of noise, but even at maximum volume the sound doesn't hurt me.<br />
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Why is this song so significant? What is it trying to tell me? The
opening is not extraordinary, but the words take shape, and flow into
an intense message. Maybe it’s the steady increase in the beat that
comes the further you get into the song, with powerful high notes and
complementing instrumentation.<br />
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It could possibly be the way the music changes . It could be one
of those songs where no two seconds are the same. The tempo rises,
and then it falls, distinguishable, yet subtle in its transitions.<br />
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The mood of the lyrics encourages me to delve deep within my
being, to find that hidden space down inside me and feel the meaning
my heart has attached to them. The lyrics reach out to me just to
remind me that they exist.<br />
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scratching the surface of my deepest emotions. I am left feeling
emotions I need to be feeling, without looking disturbed myself. The
music doesn't leave me feeling negative. On the contrary, I end up
feeling insanely centered. Like the world makes sense. Like I'm in a
peaceful state of sleep while the world is in crisis. Or like
standing in the eye of a violent storm watching the wall of chaos
whirl around me, but never getting close enough to harm me.<br />
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Stillness engulfs me just as the song is ending, and as the final
notes die out, I return to the world, it glares at me again, with its
sharpened teeth barred.<br />
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Escapism? Isn't that what all art is? How often do we seek out forms of art to distract
ourselves? To take us away from the burdens of our existence, just
for moments, so that we can enjoy a speck of calm?<br />
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Music is a freedom unlike any other.
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;">This a personal project I am currently working on. It's still in rough stages, and it probably won't be complete for some time. It's a complex story and a work in progress... </span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;">He
let out a low growl, jumping from his seat on the couch. He stared
angrily at the man on the screen. His hand tightened around the
glass he was holding. His muscles strained as he continued to put
more force onto the glass, rage coursing heavy throughout his entire
body.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;">“<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;">I
am going to kill him.” Logan yelled, shattering the glass he was
holding with his bare hand. </span></span></span>
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<span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;">Everyone
stopped at the angry outburst that had erupted from the young man’s
mouth. Now one by one they were turning to face the enraged man
before them. He stood glaring menacingly at the man’s image on the
screen. Blood streamed down his hand, rivers of blood escaping
through his fingers, dripping into pools on the pristine white carpet
that he stood upon. Sharp shards of glass were now protruding from
the open wounds that had just been inflicted into his hand. If he
was in pain he didn’t show it. No, the only emotion he displayed
was blind rage.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;">“<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;">Logan...”
Shelia started quietly. She wasn’t sure what had triggered his
outburst, but now she looked at her son and all she could see was the
blood and glass. She wanted to help him. She wanted to run to him
and bandage his hand like a mother should. She wanted to take him to
a doctor and have them fix him, but when she looked at her son’s
face she didn’t dare. Logan was known for his temper, and when his
temper flared, she knew it was time to back off.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;">“<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;">He
took </span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;"><i>everything</i></span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;">
from me,” </span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;">Logan</span></span></span><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;">
growled. His hand clenching tighter, allowing the glass to cut
deeper into his skin. “He took my life from me. He took her from
me. How did this happen?” He demanded. “What did she do to
deserve this?”</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;">“<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;">Logan,
what are you talking about?” Samuel questioned gently. He could
see the fury in his son’s eyes, he could hear the hatred in the
words he spoke. Samuel was afraid, because for one brief moment he
truly believed his son had every intention of killing the man on the
screen.</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: black;">“<span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"><span style="font-size: small;">Him,”
Logan hissed, his blood boiling. He could see the many ways he was
going to kill Alex. The evil bastard deserved no sympathy as far as
he was concerned, and Logan was going to make sure he received none.
He was going to hurt Alex, the same way Alex had hurt him and the
women he loved.</span></span></span></div>
french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-37226089827742285682016-04-25T23:03:00.000-07:002016-04-25T23:03:39.117-07:00In the Depth of My Soul There is a Mysterious Song<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I open up, my heart becomes a prominent exhibition, and I am vulnerable to the world.<br />
<br />My words expose me, to my very core, my soul on display for everyone to read.<br />
<br />I rely on the support and guidance of strangers to encourage me to proceed.<br />
<br />I do have a safety net...<br />
<br />It allows me to tell a story in fragmented pieces.<br />
<br />And with each fragmented piece I carefully recraft and rejoin a 'Once Upon A Time' tale.<br />
<br />With my words I create an infinite, ever-growing world of colorful chaos, perfect, reflective symmetry.<br />
<br />I take in the world, and what it offers me, line by line, one brilliant word at a<br />
time, ravenous, starving for all its myriad of vibrant ever-changing color.<br />
<br />The variety of shapes and interesting designs it creates, devoured, absorbed, and reflected,<br />
<br />creating vivid patterns within and around me,<br />
<br />as well as welcomed, spontaneous bursts of hearty conversations,<br />
<br />the wisdom of connection filling my entire being.<br />
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A kaleidoscope of colored thoughts,<br />
<br />where once there was no color. french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-10811409441711989302016-04-22T21:45:00.000-07:002016-04-22T21:45:23.782-07:00Thou Blowest Into My Soul, a Soft Resistless Flame of Love<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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When Skeletons hide in closets. <br />
<br />Last week I spent time packing up boxes and moving things around the house. In the process, I started pulling things out of places where I had stashed them for safe keeping, forgetting that I even had these treasured items. While I was in this Spring cleaning frenzy, I opened a closet, no different from an attic or shed, and found an old forgotten box. When I finally managed to open it, a little disaster punched me right in my face, figuratively of course, but it got me thinking.<br />
<br />It's like opening any forgotten relic that's been left buried under layers of earth, gathering dirt and rusting itself shut. At first it's hard to breath through the swirl of dust, and you always have that gritty on your skin feeling, and you wonder if you should even attempt to open the box, but you know you want to because you put something in there that was of value to you. You know in your heart that that object was important enough to hold on to otherwise you would have thrown it out or given it to someone else a long time ago. So you open the box, and you become enchanted with what is inside. You find old relics, memories from the past that you've hidden away. They charm you with their nostalgic recollections, and you realize the significance each piece represents in the history of your life.<br />
<br />It’s interesting how simple hiding places: like closets, trinket boxes, or even a suitcase, open and close with a simple turn of a knob or flip of a latch, and can hold valuable secrets and memories. When we hide things in these little forgotten spaces, depending on the secrets we are hiding, they have the power to change our lives permanently. If what is being hidden is destructive, it's kind of like opening Pandora's Box, all the negative comes out and everything good gets closed inside.<br />
<br />When a person hides the truth away, those who seek informed answers to the questions they have, can't see the entire picture because there are pieces missing from the puzzle. What the person is looking at is a mystery. It's like watching the previews for the news and then turning the television off before you get to the meat of it, or skimming the headlines in a newspaper without actually reading the articles; because you are uninformed rumors and lies taint the mixture.french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-51923462473073017052016-04-18T20:20:00.000-07:002016-04-18T20:20:29.648-07:00Let Me Not Lose What I'm Am Craving For<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Now I lay me down to sleep… Is it too much to ask for an evening of peace? <br /> </div>
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Bedtime:</div>
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<br />It's the time of night I wish for peaceful slumber, but there has been so many changes for me lately. Now peaceful dreams and the wonderful images they bring, clash with the incessant chatter in my head.</div>
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<br />There are too many words of worry wreaking havoc in my brain, images that incite fear, constantly haunt my thoughts. What was that? What happened? What could have happened? What are these noises I hear? How many questions beg to be answered? Why won't they leave me alone?</div>
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<br />I toss and turn, alone in a spacious bed, with the exception of the two cats that sleep curled up close by. I beg for the silence that night promises to bring. I plead in my constant state of fatigue, for my thoughts to quiet, to settle long enough that I fall into the deep restful realm of dreams.<br /> </div>
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I desire for sleep, because sleep is an escape into worlds my mind is creating, away from the shackles of everyday life. It's a pleasant escape from reality, that is until the nightmares bully their way past my defenses. As long as my mind is still, and clear, the monsters won't attack me. </div>
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<br />Life moves, people grow, everything changes, and I worry about the changes that surround me. Things I have never faced before are now solely mine to deal with, the burden is mine. Life is evolving, and some changes are good and necessary, but still I can’t seem to find a way to silence my mind so that I can escape into a restful state.</div>
french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-61154788067042204472016-04-10T21:48:00.002-07:002016-04-10T21:48:52.613-07:00The Powerful Presence of a Friend <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Compassion is that mysterious feeling inside each one of us that makes it possible to take on and empathize with suffering that does not actually belong to us as an individual, and is not our primary concern or actual problem, but we personally take it on to a point where it affects us, on some level, as though it were. It's an intuitive feeling and selfless reaction to a situation that ultimately reveals our nature and gives insight as to our true character.<br />
<br />Compassion is one of those ties that binds people together. Compassion is merging yourself into another person's circumstance, molding yourself in a way that you instinctively understand what the other person needs of you and it allows you to acknowledge and respond to those needs in an appropriate manner.<br />
<br />Compassion recognizes the universal cry of our human longings, our aspirations, and even the tragedies we face. Compassion has no expectation of reward or recognition. Compassion is not merely the sympathy you show toward another person. When our actions are an automatic reaction that causes us to reach out and help another human being, friend or stranger, with no motivation, outside of the fact that that person is in need of our help, or may be in a life threatening situation where there is imminent danger, our compassion, at that point, is in action.<br />
<br />Compassion is about putting yourself in another person's shoes, imagining their pain, trying to feel and grasp it. It is about sympathizing with their anxiety and their fears. It's getting down to the source of their pain and comprehending it, validating the emotions they are feeling. It's asking yourself 'how would I want to be treated if I was the other person, dealing with their unique situation?' <br /><br />A compassionate person is somebody who recognizes the needs of another and they try to do their best to care for that person and make sure those needs are met. <br />french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-72489578922067048312016-04-03T21:34:00.000-07:002016-04-03T21:34:36.966-07:00The Experience of Something Real, is Unforgettable<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Springtime is here and the temperatures feel wonderful!<br />
We have experienced plenty of beautiful sunshine filled days in
the past couple of weeks.<br />
The flowers on my cherry tree have bloomed, my little roadrunner
is back, the bunny population is booming, and I have even seen a few
coyotes hanging around the area. Wildlife has come out of
hibernation, and can be seen roaming freely around the area.
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But wait! We have also experienced quite a bit of wind. With the
wind comes pollen being spread across the city, and for people who
suffer from allergies, that pollen makes the Spring season miserable
for people like me.
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As I look out the window I see random plants moving with the wind.<br />
Allergies! That is the reason I dislike the Spring.<br />
Flowers blooming, grass coming in green, tress growing fresh
leaves; it's a serene sight to behold. It's all so lovely, but it
also makes me miserable.<br />
Who can argue with the beauty of a flower? Only a person who
suffers because of the pollens that flower produces and the winds
that insist on scattering that pollen around the area.
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It is April. It is not a surprise that everything is in full
bloom. And regardless of how much I suffer being among that which
triggers my allergies, I still enjoy being outdoors, among new life
as it is blossoming. This is Springtime. It's expected.<br />
But it does physically make me miserable. I get sinus pressure
headaches. I itch. I break out in hives. I live on allergy medication
during the season. For me, Springtime is a take the bad with the good
season. I don't hate the Spring, but I do hate the suffering it
brings me.
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I love the warmth of Spring. I like the sundresses and shorts I
can wear. I like that the temperatures are perfect for running
outdoors, not too hot and not too cold. I like that I don't have to
wear layers. If not for the allergies, this season would be perfect.
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<em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">Looking
back at </span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">entries
I placed in a journal</span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">
</span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">many</span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">
year</span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">s</span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">
ago - even </span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">recent
thoughts from months,</span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">
week</span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">s</span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">,
</span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">or
even days ago - </span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">I
feel </span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">disconnected
from the person I was then. Grief has a way of doing that to a
person. It has a way of making you think, relive moments which
furthers the pain of what is being dealt with. </span></span></em>
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<em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">Pain
has a way of turning man into monster, </span></span></em><em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-weight: normal;">hurt
by words real and imagined.</span></span></span></em></div>
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<em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">In
this existence we are but temporary beings, pieces of time made up of
moments and memories. We are the beat of a heart, the sound of a
breath, diminutive echoes in an infinite universe.</span></span></em></div>
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<em><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-style: normal;">We
are in constant states of challenge and change. Our cells die. Our
DNA weakens. Our minds change like seasons. We grow old. We grow
fragile. </span></span></em>
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<span style="font-size: small;">We
hunger for more. We seek out people to share deep connections with.
Friends to hold close. Lovers to love. People to understand. Love
makes us whole.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">When
a person feels love ripped from them, whether it be from the death of
a loved one or being spurned by a person they love, it can cause a
person to act in ways they wouldn't normally act. Some people react
violently. Some go through phases of anger. Some are so
grief-stricken that they have to be watched to make sure they don't
hurt themselves. Some move on, but they carry the image of their
loved one in their heart and mind. There are many levels to love,
it's an emotion expressed differently from person to person.</span></div>
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<b>1.</b> I don't really have many traditions. There are
things I grew up doing, but, since I never had children, I never
really carried those traditions into my adult life. I am about to
spend a week in a house, on vacation with my family, and it's going
to feel very much like the times we spent growing up together.<br />
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<b>2.</b> I am a rather sassy and sarcastic person. I
tend to be a quiet observer when you first meet me, but I actually
have a fun-loving playful side. You have to get to know me to get to
that side of my personality. I'm shy, but not really shy. Working in
the customer service industry has taught me how to approach a person
and engage in conversation, but even I have my limits as to how much
I want to talk and how friendly I want to be. I am an introvert, and
that is part of my personality. Still, I do love people, and I enjoy
the conversations I have with people I meet.<br />
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<b>3.</b> I am very protective of my time because I do
have to budget it for multiple writing projects, but I’m also very
flexible with time and can make spur of the moment plans and adapt
accordingly. I don't always have to work to a schedule. I can take
time out of my day to socialize with friends and family. I take
vacations. I exercise. I still have me time, but, when things have to
get done, and I am running on a tight deadline, I do block the world
out and focus on the project that is in front of me.<br />
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<b>4</b><b>.</b> I like to gather information,
do research for writing, but I also find it to be a tedious part of
the job I do. I enjoy the learning experience, but I feel like
research takes up too much of my day. I am willing to find new and
better ways to accomplish tasks, shortcuts that help me finish my
jobs at a quicker pace, but I am not willing to sacrifice the quality
of my work.<br />
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<b>5. </b><b><span style="font-weight: normal;">I
try things that are physically demanding of me and my body. I've
studied judo. I took rock climbing classes. I've done kick boxing. I
love yoga. I enjoy running. I lift weights. When it comes to physical
fitness and the newest trends, I am willing to try out what is new,
and review the results. That is how I got into Market Research, and
what led me to study fitness in college. I am certified, and can work
as a personal trainer. </span></b><br />
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<b>6.</b> I am a huge softie. I am a lovable person with a
friendly personality, but I do have a serious side that people often
mistake as being withdrawn. When I am in a zone, I don't like to be
bothered, but that doesn't mean I can't be bothered. I am actually
quite approachable and easy to deal with. I take my job seriously and
sometimes that means I take a longer time responding to comments,
text messages, or answering phone calls. It's not personal. If I am
in that kind of zone, it's because I am working on a job that pays
the bills. That job becomes my priority.<br />
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<b>7.</b> I will be out of town all of next week dealing with an
incredibly personal situation (I am healthy, but someone I am close
to is incredibly ill). That may delay posting on this blog, not only
for next week, but the week that follows. It may also interfere with
my look of the day that I post to lookbook sites. My disappearance
will not be permanent, but I may need some time to process the
severity of the situation. When I get back, I will also have to make
up for lost work. I am going to do my best to not stay away too long.
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<br />french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-38761162724180336672016-03-03T23:27:00.000-08:002016-03-03T23:27:31.266-08:00Kindness is a Magical Spell Meant to Enchant Hearts<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I’ve been putting myself out there on the internet for awhile now, and I could probably spend the next couple of years writing lists of things that most people don’t know about me, pulling from the deepest parts of my soul to show you all what it is that forms my personality. I can give everyone clues as to who I am as a person, but that would only be a part of the puzzle that is me. It's the internet, and regardless of how much I share, only a portion of my personality can truly be seen. Hiding behind a computer, you can't see my mannerisms. You can't see the way I smile, or how I flirt without actually seeing me. Unless you know me, you don't know the way I move or how I carry myself around people. You don't know how I stop and listen while others talk. You don't see my willingness to help, or the sacrifices I make so others can be happy. You don't see my playfulness. You don't see my spirit. You don't know my voice because you can't hear it.<br />
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I’m a tomboy. I'm a nerd. I'm a geek. I've told everyone this,
several times already. You may not get that impression of me by
looking at my pictures. I wear feminine dresses with pretty prints,
high heels, put on make-up, and curl my hair. I wear leather, lace,
and boots.
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I prefer ordering pizza and playing video games over going out to
dinner or dancing. I collect comic books. I collect regular books. I
don't like make-up. I am not fond of wearing it. I prefer my hair to
stay in its natural state, but I style it for the sake of fashion
blogging (or when I go out). I've always been more of a
hands-in-the-dirt girl than a pinkies-out person.
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<style type="text/css"> </style>The point is, the internet only gives you a few pieces of a
puzzle. You can take a picture and a few carefully crafted words and
create an image of who you think I am, but it's not the whole image.
You miss elements of a person when you deal with someone exclusively
on-line.
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1. I can be a very emotional person, and I do wear my emotions on my sleeve, but normally I'm very calm and quiet. I have an easygoing personality. I am not the type of person who likes to fight or be put in a position where I have to defend myself. I prefer to be happy. Arguing with a person doesn't make me happy so I usually avoid arguments, but, if push comes to shove, I will fight back. <br /><br />2. Even though I was attacked by a dog when I was a child, I am not afraid of dogs. I grew up with the greatest dog ever. I loved her. Her name was Silver. She was a Norwegian Elkhound, and I'm not sure if it's the breed, but she was very protective of us kids. We got her as a puppy, and grew up with her. Exposure therapy… I respond well to it. <br /><br />3. I love puns, corny jokes, and play on words. Growing up, my father used to tell me the dumbest jokes. I'd roll my eyes, but his jokes always made me laugh.<br /><br />4. Even though I grew up around guns, and support a person's right to own a gun based on the Constitution, I personally do not like guns. I grew up shooting them in the desert, and I never found it to be an entertaining sport. That's not saying that I don't understand the value of knowing how to protect myself, and how to safely use one, I just hope I never have to use a gun to defend myself.<br />
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5. I love haunted houses. They are my favorite attraction at any fair or carnival. I don't care if they are cheesy or badly done, I still love them. I have even stayed at hotels that people claim to be haunted with hopes of seeing an actual ghost, but I've never seen one. I do believe it is possible they exist, but if they do, I don't think I have the right energy to see them. Still, I think it'd be kind of cool to see one, as long as it's a nice ghost.<br /><br />6. When it comes to cell phone technology, I am still in the dark ages. I have had the same flip phone for ten years. I will be upgrading soon, but I've never really been in a hurry to go out and buy the latest in technology. Surprising, considering I grew up surrounded by the latest gadgets.<br /><br />7. This is my favorite number.<br /><br />8. After my parents divorce, I took on a lot of responsibilities to help my father out. He was at work all the time providing for his children. Through my teenage years I cooked for the family, two households, mine and my grandmother's (who lived two houses from us). To this day, I do not enjoy cooking, and have to be in the mood to do it.<br />
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<br /><br />9. I hate the game Monopoly. I absolutely despise it. I find it to be a never-ending tedious game so I purposely try to lose so I can stop playing it. I do like card games, puzzle games, video games, but ask me to play Monopoly and I will say no.<br /><br />10. I have run two marathons and have no desire to run another. I believe in the causes of any event I choose to take part in, but the training was hard on my body. I lean out quickly, and it's hard to keep my weight up. I enjoy exercise, but I never enjoyed the training that was required to get my body ready to run a marathon. So no more marathons for me. <br />french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-32393974209170138742016-02-25T22:54:00.000-08:002016-02-25T22:54:38.158-08:00A Trip from the Past - Saint Louis, Missouri <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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This would be a trip I took awhile back to Saint Louis. This trip, I flew to Missouri, a few days later I was in a car driving to Chicago, followed by Ohio, and then returned back to Missouri. For this post, I am only sharing a few images from my trip to Saint Louis.<br />
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<span>The Gateway Arch in St. Louis, Missouri. I went to Missouri to visit with a friend. It wasn't on my list of places to go, outside of the state (I do have a bucket list that requires me to visit every state in the USA at least once in my lifetime), but I figured since I was there I was going to see the arch. It was the first place I visited when I got off the plane.</span><br />
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Inside the arch, from the top, the view is incredible. They have an interesting system that takes you to the top. If you get claustrophobic easily, it will probably be a terrifying trip up. It's basically a small pod, that has windows so you can watch your ascent and descent, but there is an awareness of how tight and enclosed the space is you are travelling in.<br />
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The base of the arch. Surprisingly, and maybe that is because it was during the school year that this visit took place, but the area was not crowded. I have pictures from the park that surround this area, the museum, and an old church (not the Cathedral). My time in Missouri was roughly three and a half days, the rest of this vacation was spent on the road.<br />
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Cathedral Basilica in Saint Louis - I am not a church goer, but it is a beautiful building, and the inside is gorgeous. I appreciate the architecture. It is a thing of mine, I am not a fanatic on history, but I love to look at old and historic buildings. It's the design work that I find interesting.<br />
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Back to the arch for a late night visit. They had a light show, and it was worth going back to see it.<br />
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<span>The Missouri Botanical Garden because I like to spend my time outdoors. I don't travel to sit around in hotel rooms. I want to explore the area. I want to experience what I don't experience at home. I normally travel with a buddy, but there are trips I do take alone. I can assure everyone that the moment I jump on a plane, with someone or without, I will be out exploring the area.</span><br />
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Pain is something we all experience in life. It's inevitable that at some point in your life you will experience it.<br /><br />Pain is a pesky little word that is always associated with being hurt, and there are different types of pain, physical pain and emotional pain, both can range from tiny almost non-existent sensations to full blown suffering.<br /><br />Physical pain can be anything as minor as knocking into a table and bruising your leg, or receiving a paper cut, to something major like falling and breaking your leg. Physical pain can be the effects of a disease on the body, like cancer as it destroys a person's cells, or even the treatment that is supposed to fight the disease, but hurts the body in the process. Physical pain usually has a cause that can be explained, but not all physical pains can be cured. Some of those aches and pains come with age, from banging up our bodies when we were younger, and we pay for it as we get older. Other physical forms of pain go away in time, like a bruise healing.<br /><br />Emotional pain is different. Emotional pain is caused from hurting somebody, whether it be hurting their feelings with a sly comment that they took offense to, or something to the effect of a betrayal and a violation of a person's trust.<br /><br />Regardless of what type of pain is being experienced, it's important to understand the causes and effects of each are different, even so both types of pains can be equally devastating, but in dramatically different ways.<br /><br />A paper cut will heal in days, and you will probably have no reminder that the injury ever existed. Cancer, while it can be cured with certain treatments, is far more likely to devastate the body in the process, and there is no guarantee of survival. Saying something to a person that might one time hurt their feelings will probably not do much damage to a person's psyche. Being insistently bullied can have a psychological effect on a person that leaves an imprint on them for the rest of their lives.<br /><br />The cause of emotional pain is complex, and in no way, shape, or form am I an expert in the subject, but I have experienced being bullied, and I have had my fair share of painful experiences that have left a lasting impact on me emotionally. I've talked about my divorce, and the commitment issues that are a result of it. I've talked about having trust issues. I've even touched on the topic of my mother, a person whom I don't like talking about. My mother is an emotional subject for me, and can result in an explosive outburst if I feel pressured to talk about her. My issues with trust stem from her. I could go through a whole list of her done me wrongs, but it all amounts to the same thing; she was an awful parent who neglected her children.<br /><br />Coming up in March, this blog will be placed on hold for a couple of weeks. I'll be dealing with another type of emotional pain, which I am not ready to talk about, and it is going to affect my wanting to come over here and share. french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-45438063312649524732016-02-15T22:27:00.000-08:002016-02-15T22:29:33.931-08:00Magic Enchants and Casts a Spell<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Another project I am working on. It started out as a writing prompt that was sent to me in e-mail and is already taking shape to be much longer than a few pages. This story is still very much a rough draft. I am only sharing the first page. This short is currently at thirteen pages, and just over 6000 words, in an unfinished state, and is considered an angst driven love story. I am currently juggling multiple stories. It can be a problem when you have a head full of ideas and you have to get them on paper before you forget them. <br />
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She woke, with a startled groan, to the sound of music being
played on the piano. She wasn't sure if she was dreaming the sound,
but when the noise didn't dissipate she woke to the full realization
that her comfortable slumber had been disturbed, and now that she was
fully awake, she grumbled to herself at how truly inconsiderate her
boyfriend was being. He could have waited an hour, written in
silence, but instead he pulled her away from her peaceful dream.<br />
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She lay in bed for a few moments longer, hoping that the music
would stop, but it just became more persistent, and though it made
her grumpy, she smiled to herself because the melody was beautiful,
and she could hear the heart of her boyfriend in every sound the
keystrokes made.<br />
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She knew sitting at the piano was his favorite place to be. He
loved making music, and he hoped to one day realize his dream of
being a rock star. He played multiple instruments, but the piano
remained his favorite. That is where he felt he could create his best
writing.<br />
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Still, she was surprised he was up playing so early, the night had
been late playing at the local bar. Afterwards, he had gone back to
his band mate's home to celebrate the gig, low paying as it was,
because it meant exposure in the city, write ups and reviews, and the
development of a fan base.<br />
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She untangled herself from the sheets that clothed her naked body,
and grabbed the pink satin robe she kept close to the bed, quickly
wrapping it around herself, and loosely tying the matching sash
around her tiny waist. Her bare feet cold from the feel of the tile,
she yawned, stretched her arms, and then headed downstairs.<br />
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She followed the sound of piano keys, found him sitting, brows
furrowed, deep in thought, a notebook in front of him, and the music
sounded like magic. He was gifted, a talent she wished she had been
bestowed with, but to her dismay she had no musical ability.<br />
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She came up behind him, leaning in, until her lips were close to
his ear. “Hey there,” she whispered. “You woke me up again.”<br />
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Chase, jumped, startled by her intrusion, but then slowly turned
in her direction, and kissed her lightly on the lips. “Morning,
Sunshine.”<br />
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“I'm not quite feeling sunny this morning.” She returned, but
still she smiled. “It's seven in the morning, barely the crack of
dawn, and I was having a wonderful dream.”<br />
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He wrapped his arms around her waist, and brought her to him.
“Tell me about this wonderful dream, and was I in in?”<br />
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“I can't tell you about the dream, darling, you woke me up.
Remember?”<br />
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“Sorry, Love, but inspiration struck, and I just had to get down
here. Forgiven?”<br />
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“The melody sounds beautiful,” She picked up the notebook, and
looked it over. “What are you writing today?”french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-25809455262573738932016-02-11T23:10:00.001-08:002016-02-11T23:10:55.365-08:00Life has a Way of Answering Questions You Didn't Even Ask<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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It's your life, and in one’s life, we are faced with decisions, choices we make daily, some small and some large, but they are still decisions that we personally make for ourselves. Some choices could be as simple as what coffee (or tea) we drink in the morning, others could have life-altering consequences. A life full of meaning ultimately rests upon an individual's right to make their own choices and to determine the course of their own existence. Even if the choice a person makes is wrong or leads them to a place that makes them miserable, it's the freedom to make these choices that make our life worth living.<br /><br />I don't mean to make light of places that don't have the same freedoms I enjoy, but I personally don't live in a country where my rights aren't protected.<br /><br />We have the right to choose our friends. We have the right to choose who we spend our life with. We have the right to choose our careers. We have the right to choose how we dress. We have the right to choose what we eat. We have the right to make choices. <br /><br />Making the right choices are crucial for the direction that you want to go in your life, but sometimes it can be very hard to decide what the right decision is. Every choice you make has a consequence attached to it, some of which go unnoticed, others change the course of your life. There are some questions you should ask yourself before you make certain decisions. What are the consequences for this decision? Will it cause harm? How would my family or friends feel about the decision I made? Will it affect them? Will it affect the way they view me as a person? <br /><br />If the choice you are making has a big impact on your life then you should always consider what you do before doing it. Whether it is about a relationship, personal issues with friends or family, places you want to live, or career decisions. Some consequences can be severe and cause irreparable damage. I have never known a person who was happy being a slave to a bad decision. Some decisions could turn into the best choice you ever made in your life, and bring with it a wealth of happiness. You have to decide for yourself if it's worth it.<br /><br />Avoid quick, rash decisions. You should never make a decision in the heat of the moment because all important decisions require some time and thought. The pros and cons should be weighed before certain decisions are made. It doesn't hurt to confide in someone, or to seek advice from those you trust to lead you in the right direction. Sometimes simple reassurance is all you need to realize that the choice you are making is right for you.<br /><br />When a person makes their own decision, it is important that they are happy with the choices they make. When they look back at the path they have chosen to take, it should always feel worthwhile and there should be no regrets. french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-55647440578810118022016-02-08T23:00:00.004-08:002016-02-08T23:00:59.661-08:00A Work of Art is the Trace of a Magnificent Struggle<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I truly believe that it is possible for ordinary people to achieve extraordinary things. It is my opinion, but I do believe it doesn't matter what title a person holds, or the position of power that they have been graced with, the difference between someone who is ordinary and someone who is extraordinary is in what they do to make the world a better place for all of us who live in it. I am not just talking about those who are gung ho on stopping wars, creating safe zones, or saving our planet - for me that means every environment we inhabit, whether it be home, work, or this planet in general. There should never be a situation where someone feels unsafe in their personal environment.<br /><br />
Honestly, I can't tell you why people do the things they do, or make the decisions they make. I would have to be the one standing in their shoes to understand why certain paths are chosen over others. I do know that when you make a choice to intervene and help a person, and the choice you've made has the potential to be a lifesaving decision that can affect the safety of that person, and even the people around them, then you've performed an extraordinary act. <br /><br />
I believe it's my right and it is also my responsibility to help create an environment that doesn’t promote anger, hostility, or hate, and seeks to find solutions in dealing with the problems that plague us. There are multiple solutions to every problem, but there are times when the solutions don't come easy, and sometimes we don't achieve the desired results.<br /><br />
It takes courage to voice an opinion, especially in an era that ridicules a person for their beliefs, but I also believe that a person is responsible to find a variety of reliable sources before pushing their beliefs on other people. It is never okay to force a person to believe the way you believe.<br /><br />
Worrying about problems that plague us without taking steps to confront those problems is counterproductive. It takes action to make change occur. The use of words to promote our message is easy, but the truth is found in the actions we take. If enough ordinary people step forward and take action to help make this world a better place to live in, I believe as a unified community, we can, in fact, accomplish extraordinary things.<br />french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-86977072481698409922016-02-05T22:52:00.000-08:002016-02-05T22:52:29.990-08:00Whisper Sweetly the Tenderness of the Moment<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Life lessons are exactly what they imply, whether good or bad, they are lessons you learn in your lifetime. They are based on the concept of learning from the mistakes you make. These lessons can have a significant impact on your life, and can even be described as defining moments that are forever remembered by the person who experienced the lesson. Because each lesson we experience is from an individual's own perspective, the lesson you gain from the experience is unique to each person.<br /><br />
When thinking about life lessons it is important to remember that they can can occur in any area of our life, and while we do learn new things every day, those lessons don't necessarily amount to an event so significant that it affects our behavior for the rest of our life. This is what makes life lessons different from the everyday lessons we experience. A life lesson is one of those events that can be so astronomical that it has a profound effect on the person, or people, who experienced it.<br /><br />
Let us say for example that we behave in a certain way toward a person, or event, that goes against how we would normally behave toward an individual, and, as a result, faced incredibly unpleasant consequences as the outcome of our actions. This may cause us to re-evaluate ourselves and how we handled the situation in the first place. It may be one of those defining moments that make us reconsider the choices we made, and teach us to make better decisions in the future so that we achieve the desired outcome we want. Depending on the severity of the consequences we faced based on the actions we took in the first place, we may find that the impact of our original behavior was so significant to the outcome that when confronted with a similar situation in the future we consciously make better choices so that we don't repeat the same pattern of behavior. Basically, the lesson we learn is not to make the same mistake twice.<br /><br />
Significant lessons we learn in life can function as a guide to understanding ourselves better. Through the consequences of our actions or the reactions we have to the experiences we encounter, we can gain an awareness of how we think, act, and react in certain circumstances. While it is not possible to control the outcome to every situation we encounter, we can learn to control the way we respond to the situations we are placed in. <br />french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-62705613075097832552016-01-31T23:16:00.000-08:002016-01-31T23:16:01.680-08:00Chaos of Thought and Passion<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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If there was any
vision at all in the fortune teller's crystal ball, she would have
switched places with me. If she chose not, she would soon find that
she had met her equal. Equals, but not for the powers her crystal
ball held, but for loving to observe and listen while people talked
about themselves.<br />
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The gypsy fortune
teller was always kind in her gestures. So when I fell, I knew she
would reach out her hand to help me back up. I accepted her hand
because she offered it to me.<br />
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I would have sat
quiet, still, patient while listening for the vibration in her soul.
The one that told me what she was and why she was here. <br />
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I would have
explored her eyes, searched their depth, followed the light that
guided her, blindly, because she was gifted with a sight I could not
see, and I was curious of her grand vision. <br />
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I would have
stopped, felt for the energy in the space around the area her
presence inhabited. <br />
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Above all, I would
have sat back and let her talk, all the while examining her words,
probing, determining what it was she truly believed in, deducing her
expression, and determining her cause. <br />
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As for my hands, I
know the story they would tell her. They own their history, not all
pleasant, but I would hope her vision could see passed that into a
deeper part of me.<br />
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If they could, I
would hope that my hands tell a story about being open, not clenched
in tight balled fists held tense on either side of my body.<br />
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I would hope they
would tell a story of helping people, lifting them up, not holding
them down.<br />
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I would hope they
spoke of providing comfort for those who need it, not sorrow or
pain.<br />
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I would want them to
talk of creation, not destruction.<br />
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I would want my
hands to speak of caring for people, not abusing them.<br />
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And most
importantly, I would hope they spoke of love not war, of peace, not
conflict.<br />
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And even if I do not
believe in mystic beings, I believe our heart shows in our actions,
as in our hands.</div>
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<em>Reason, Season, or Lifetime</em><br />
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<em>People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.<br />
When you figure out which one it is,<br />
you will know what to do for each person.</em><br />
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When someone is in your life for a REASON,<br />
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.<br />
They have come to assist you through a difficulty;<br />
to provide you with guidance and support;<br />
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.<br />
They may seem like a godsend, and they are.<br />
They are there for the reason you need them to be.<br />
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Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,<br />
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.<br />
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.<br />
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.<br />
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.<br /><br />
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.<br />
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Some people come into your life for a SEASON,<br />
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.<br />
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.<br />
They may teach you something you have never done.<br />
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.<br />
Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.<br />
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LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;<br />
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.<br />
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,<br />
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.<br /><br />
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.<br />
</em><em>— Unknown</em><br />
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<em><br /></em>french violethttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08368847475095862044noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2537017613183589711.post-44993561794856375102016-01-24T23:24:00.001-08:002016-01-24T23:24:20.371-08:00Faith Moves Mountains, Love Transforms Hearts<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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When it comes to fashion, you want to stay a step ahead of the
fashion game. Fashion is a creation of seasons, and when you are
sitting in the middle of one season, you should already be looking
ahead to the next. This is how fashion works. Fashion evolves
quickly, and encompasses many items that go far beyond just the dress
you see hanging in the store window on your recent trip to the mall.
Fashion is shoes. Fashion is hats and scarves. Fashion is jewelry.
Accessories are the items that dress up that dress you are looking
at, and each accessory worn is a reflection of your personal style.<br />
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It doesn't matter if you are a fan of fashion or
not, it is hard to argue that the articles of clothing we choose to
wear are both a personal reflection of who we are and can be tied to
memories we create while we wear them. When we shop, we look for the
perfect ensemble for certain events, whether it’s a formal
function, everyday wear, a date, a job interview, or a party we are
attending. Over the course of time, and a few pictures later, these
outfits remain a memory, but usually nothing more. Eventually fabrics
wear out, tear, fade with continual washings, are stained from
spills, and, depending on the material, unravel. Most clothing will
not last forever. </div>
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Jewelry, on the other hand, is a different story.
I have pieces of jewelry that were given to me more than twenty years
ago, that remain intact and in perfect condition. Jewelry is an item
that can be passed down from generation to generation, and as long as
it is cared for, can last for an eternity. Jewelry is art that you
wear, each piece an artisan's design that is usually on trend for the
era that it was created in.</div>
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Everywhere in the world, women are fussing over an ample stock of
jewelry in an already over saturated market. Whether it's cheap or
expensive, both men and women, are looking at the latest trends in
necklaces, bracelets, rings, and earrings; jewelry is an extremely
popular, must have accessory for all wardrobes. Jewelry is profitable
for those who sell it, and an investment for those who buy it.<br />
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The fact is jewelry has always been an extremely important part of
human culture, dating back centuries, serving several purposes that
are deeply significant to the different moments in history that they
were created in.<br />
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Some women would say that jewelry is the most important accessory
in completing an overall look. Jewelry can add to an already classic
look, give you an edge, make you look trendier, give you a bohemian
vibe, or add an element of elegance and glamour. There are no limits
as to how jewelry can transform an outfit. A successful outfit isn't
truly complete without the right accessories. Even if you aren't
trying to convey a particular style, accessories are still the
ultimate choice of expression.<br />
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I have found, especially on-line, that there is a
multitude of hidden corners in the jewelry world and they tend to
offer some of the best and most unique pieces, and I have browsed
many sites to find pieces that suit me personally, but are also
universal pieces that may embody someone else's unique style. When
you are looking to sell jewelry for profit, you want to pick out
pieces that are universally appealing to a large audience of
consumers. When you are looking to purchase pieces for yourself, you
should look for those pieces that suit you as an individual.</div>
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In
jewelry, there is no such thing as a taboo way to pair your jewelry.
You can play around with matching everything or matching nothing.
There are several trends out there right now: some of the most common
trends are to mix and match various types of metals, different
stones, large statement pieces with smaller more delicate pieces, and
stacking and layering your jewelry. When wearing multiple pieces of
jewelry, a point to remember, try not to overdo it. Too many
statement pieces can make an outfit look gaudy. </div>
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Personally,
I tend to like more delicate pieces. These pieces that I received
from <a href="http://www.starharvestsilverjewelry.com/" rel="nofollow">Star Harvest Jewelry</a> suit that part of my personality. For those
who are looking to start their own jewelry business, you should
really consider Star Harvest Jewelry as a wholesale source. Their
customer service has been top notch, and the quality of the pieces
that were sent to me matches the quality of pieces you will find in
regular jewelry stores. Everything is 925 sterling silver stamped,
for those who do not know, this signifies that the jewelry is true
silver and not plated. So far, I have not been disappointed with a
single piece of jewelry I have received from them. </div>
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Butterflies are beautiful creatures, found in nature, that remind
us of the warmer spring and summer seasons. They are blessed with
beautiful, colorful wings, in different sizes and shapes. Butterflies
have many wonderful and unique qualities associated with them, the
most obvious being their amazing transformation from caterpillar to
the beautiful winged creature that many reverie, representing rebirth
and freedom. I personally choose to wear <a href="http://www.starharvestsilverjewelry.com/trendy-design-with-colorful-stone-silver-butterfly-necklaces-n-0113.html" rel="nofollow">butterfly jewelry</a> because to
me it signifies great change, transformation, happiness, patience,
love, and freedom. That is why I chose the <a href="http://www.starharvestsilverjewelry.com/trendy-design-with-colorful-stone-silver-butterfly-necklaces-n-0113.html" rel="nofollow">butterfly necklace</a> from
<a href="http://www.starharvestsilverjewelry.com/" rel="nofollow">Star Harvest</a>.</div>
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The purest and most beautiful form of connection between two
people is friendship. A best friend is someone whom you can share
every dirty little secret with and be assured those secrets stay
safe. I have shared many a secret with mine, and she has never
betrayed my trust. I can be myself with her and she never judges me
for it. I can go long periods of time without contacting her and it
doesn't bother her. We can talk about anything without judgment. She
always has my back. It's not going to be a surprise when my best
friend receives half this necklace, because when it comes to true
friends, she is the other half of my heart.<br />
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A heart pendant is a symbol of all types of love, not just
romantic love: it can be spiritual, mean friendship, or signify the
love you have for yourself. Most people who buy jewelry choose a
design that means something to them. Some may purchase accessories
because they’re trendy pieces, but when you buy a piece and you
continue to wear it, above all other pieces in your jewelry box, then
that piece means something to you. It's weird because I don't
normally get attached to jewelry, but this <a href="http://www.starharvestsilverjewelry.com/flower-shaped-cz-stones-with-heart-shaped-agate-silver-pendants-n-0132.html" rel="nofollow">heart necklace</a> is
currently my favorite piece of jewelry. I have a couple of other
necklaces I wear in rotation, but lately I have been pairing this
<a href="http://www.starharvestsilverjewelry.com/flower-shaped-cz-stones-with-heart-shaped-agate-silver-pendants-n-0132.html" rel="nofollow">heart necklace</a> with everything. It is decorated with intricate
details, but it isn't overly formal, so you have a wide choice of
outfits to wear it with. It is especially nice paired with a little
black dress because it doesn't look like you are trying hard to look
fabulous.<br />
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With time, your jewelry box becomes a collection
of tokens that represent who you are at different stages of your
life. Some items may not survive normal wear and tear, but there will
be those truly meaningful pieces that are tied to major life events,
or even special people in your life, that gain significance as they
are passed from generation to generation. Those are the pieces that
should remain unique to you as an individual.
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If you read this blog then you know I write about goals, writing, being busy, and sometimes I write about myself. I like sharing who I am as a person, but I also like talking about opportunities, and really getting everyone to understand that there are more than a few ways to make a life for yourself, especially in this technological age. But life isn't just about work goals, and even I have other goals that involve personal endeavors. I would like to move. I am tired of the desert, and am ready for something new. I want to meet someone. I want to share a life with someone, not necessarily get married, but have someone in my life that I can do stuff with. I want to travel more. I want to learn an instrument. Life is finite, and there are plenty of things I want to do before I die. <br />
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As you can imagine, I am usually working on numerous projects at one time. I have more half finished and quarter finished stories, than I have complete ones. The complete projects are waiting to be edited, which is frustrating because I would like to publish them, but I need to set them aside for a time because they are still too fresh in my mind, and I cannot edit them from a bias perspective. I don't see the flaws or the grammatical errors. Some projects are client projects with deadlines attached. Fortunately, client projects are usually short pieces ranging from three hundred and fifty to four hundred words. I write blog posts and essays for them. To be paid I have to complete each essay, usually a twenty four hour turnaround time, which puts my personal projects on the back burner. This life was my choice, and it can get busy and stressful, but it's the life I want. There are times when I don't get enough sleep because I am in the process and I don't want to stop, and others where I force myself to shut down because my flow is gone. <br />
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I am a motivated person, and that does matter because my schedule can get tight when I have too many projects, or I have to find new writing opportunities when the job boards slowdown. I am motivated because I am responsible for my success. I don't have an abundance of time to fool around because my paycheck is determined by the effort I put into my work. When I worked in a corporate setting, I was guaranteed a paycheck just for showing up. It wasn't the biggest paycheck, depending on which corporation I was working for at the time, but it was still a paycheck. Now that I work for myself, I have to hustle to make sure the money is still coming in. This is the life of an entrepreneur. <br />
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I am focused and I don't have time for a lot of distractions, but that doesn't mean that I don't want some distraction. When I am working, I get lost in whatever it is I am working on at the time, but that doesn't mean that I don't miss people, friends, family, or that I have even dismissed the idea of getting involved in a relationship. There are sacrifices you make when you are trying to build your work up, but that doesn't mean you go without forever, or that you even stop thinking about what you want your future to look like. When it comes to relationships I have a bit of a commitment phobia, blame it on getting divorced, but that doesn't mean I can't commit or that I won't be in a relationship in the future. I can attest to the fact that I am a shameless flirt. When a guy flirts with me, I will flirt back. When I develop real feelings for a guy, I usually tell him I have those feelings, and then I tell him to stay away from me. I don't like feeling pressured to be in a relationship, and with guys I like, I tend to be different. I don't treat them the same as other guys. I am more cautious around them. I don't fall in love easily, or even into lust, so when I do, I feel vulnerable, and that scares me.<br />
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Wanting to move is the biggest reason why I am not currently dating. I really don't want to get attached to a person living in a place where I don't want to live. If I get involved with a guy here, I'll end up staying here, and that is not a goal for me. I am ready to leave the desert life behind. I will not get involved in any 'official' relationship until I decide on where I want to live. Owning a house is an issue because I have to make a choice as to what I do with the house. <br />
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Right now, I get energy from my work. When I am in a flow, I don't notice the things I am missing. I am not even thinking about those things - with the exception of when I am writing something romantic - because my writing distracts me. I often work long, full days, because I don't have a partner to take half the workload off me. Even so, I believe in taking care of yourself, which is why I devote time to working out, I put on nice clothes for fashion pictures, and I do take vacations away from my home and computer. I find time in my day for personal care and development, but most of the hours in my day are devoted to work, whether it be for a client or myself. I'm getting faster at what I do, because the more you do something, the better and faster you get at it. <br />
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I absolutely love what I do. I don’t just kind of sort of love it. I really, really love what I do. I don’t just love writing; I love the entire creative process that goes along with it. Writing is something I want to do all the time, even during my free time (which is why I am always writing in my notebooks). Maybe I am just making up for all the years where I put my writing to the side while I worked for someone else, but I have never gotten bored of writing.<br />
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Sometimes I do wish for a supportive partner, a person I can talk about my ideas with, mainly in those moments when the words aren't coming as easily, or I am stuck on an idea and I need some guidance as to how to develop certain scenarios. Someone to edit my work because their perspective is fresh and they realize the potential of getting a piece out in the public eye. Someone who can keep me on track, and in the right frame of mind. Sometimes, even I get lazy, and while I do have goals, sometimes I feel like the only thing I do is write. There are things I miss about being in a relationship, sharing is one of them. <br />
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Even on my own, I still manage to be extremely productive. I know this is mostly because of the choices I make about how I spend my time. Writing is a lonely process, and I do require a greater amount of space and quiet time when I am in a writing flow. <br />
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